Inside My Head..

Complete:having all parts or elements; lacking nothing; whole; entire; full; having all the customary characteristics, skills, perfect in kind or quality.

This is how God makes my life feel :)
It is indescribable, even with a definition.

No Worries.

I don’t have to worry about where tomorrow is going to take me, or why things happen the way they do. Although, this is my life, there is someone much greater than this world and who I am, who I live it for, and He carries me on His wings. I don’t have to be afraid. My rest is peaceful through knowing Him, and allowing Him to guide me. It’s not a cult, it isn’t a dead end, it is a lifestyle for those who choose it. God gave us this choice to live for Him. Any “christian” who tries to shove the Bible down your throat, or push God upon you, is not a christian. There are people out there, who do not understand the true meaning. Well, here’s MY definition :)

Christian: a christian is a person who is love, just as God is love.

A christian should be like a very good friend x10 lol. As a human, I make mistakes daily. I think the wrong things sometimes, say hurtful things without thinking, put myself first without thinking sometimes, and make wrong decisions even. The wonderful thing about all of those mistakes, is that God forgives me, and more importantly, He helps me forgive myself. It’s so amazing to see life from this view. People can judge me, hurt me, betray me even, and I am able to dust it off, forgive them, then move on. I am ONLY able to do this, with Jesus lol. Without Him, I am not the same. God breathes life into me every day, and I just feel like sharing how wonderful it is :)

Read or don’t read. I didn’t post this to be read actually, I posted it because (as a good friend of mine said in one of his posts), Tumblr is like free therapy :)
Even the good kind <3

So, as of 8:48pm this January 4th evening, Devin Hughes is my only follower, so my first “blog” goes out to you sir :)

PCCA.
I can’t recall when or how long into high school I first met you, but I can remember my first thoughts about you. I remember thinking, “This has got to be one of the sweetest and most coolest people here..”. This is true, not made up. Just sayin’. I was right of course, and continue to think this way about you :) Sometimes I think about PCCA, and everything seems so different when I look back on it all and recall each moment. I genuinely miss it. I don’t miss High School, I miss the PCCA moments. The people. The talents and the “behind the scenes”. I don’t know how everyone else from 09’ feels, but I sure miss them all. Including you sir Devin. We weren’t close at all, but you just have that friend quality, that relaxing feeling that fills the room, and it’s refreshing. Whenever I see a music video, a youtube video, a movie or award show, I think of how one day someone from our class is going to be there, and I’m going to be so proud, and excited, because it could literally be anyone we know..it could be you! Sierra is already on her way, and i’m already so proud of her and anxious to see where it all takes her. I hope everyone knows how I will always remember and miss them..I made some amazing friends, and things definately change once we all go our seperate ways, but I know my feelings have not changed one bit. I wish I could clone everyone, shrink them, and put them in a locket, so I can carry them around wherever I go :) As creepy as that might sound, I would do it if it were possible lol.

So here’s to you Sir Devin, for having my first blog, and being my first and only follower as of 9:00pm :)

devinhughes-deactivated20110329 asked: hey thanks! I wish!
mike took that pic haha!

Mike is an awesome person, so that would make sense that he took an awesome picture :)

You really should put a portfolio or whatever models do, together lol
I’m pretty sure no one could turn you down :)

tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?

Trying to do a cartwheel at Kindercare when I was 2. I never succeeded, but I remember being happy trying :)